Sometimes I really wished I didn’t
Want to know what was behind the curtain
And know that Machiavelli was not a rapper
Wished reality tv was authentic
Wished I could just shut my brain off
And drink a whole bottle of liquor
But being me, being sober is the highest one can get
If I could look at the sky and see dead people
Look across from myself and see a smiling face
Maybe I’ll smirk a little more
Maybe I’d be grateful for this place
If I didn’t see traps in beauty
Perhaps I wouldn’t obscure my view
But if I didn’t think despicably
I’d probably think like you